To be honest, the last few days have been pretty bad for me. Sleepless nights, lots of crying.. the usual stuff that happens when a dream shatters and life seems to all fall apart..

Oh well, enough emo talk. I fly to Paris tomorrow morning. I get up at 3.30am to catch the flight and I'll be in Paris bright and early at 9am. I just realized the sun will be rising while I'm on the plane, which might be interesting to see. Many times today I've thought about cancelling my vacation, and just staying home to recover. But I'm going to go and I'm going to make the most of this.

I'm writing this journal entry because I need support. It might get lonely for me exploring Paris on my own. And I really don't have many friends in this world to keep in contact with while I'm there. Right now, I need you guys and I need hope ;_;