I have pretty much blown all my money that I had saved in my account when I was fired. I got less than 100 right now. Not sure where to go from here. I'm still a bit depressed over losing my previous job and I feel like I'm not gonna get a good one like that again. I feel like I'd just flake out again after 2 months if I got another dishwashing job and I can't even put that on my resume because no job's gonna wanna take a dude who can't hold a job longer than 2 months. There are Targets and the like hiring for stocking but I absolutely would be bowled the fuck over by christmas rush in retail.

I don't really know what to do now. I hate being broke. I hate seeing all these amazing ychs/adopts/commission openings and no longer having any money to gleefully get them. I'm back to basically having to blow my entire income for a month if I want any kind of decent/good commission and I'm nowhere near skilled or popular enough to supplant my income with commission money, as shown by the fact that I still haven't finished the fucking three slots I have right now. Sigh...

I don't want to go back to college and can't anyway. What the hell do I even do now.

Episode 7 of Chronicles will be finished this week, at least.