I just wanted to give a huge thank you to my Patrons, my followers, everyone who comments, everyone who faves, and everyone out there who may just wander by and do a quick looksie!

This is a personal journal of me just espousing some emotions lol.

I'm about to graduate college and it's a big deal to me since I never thought I could do that. I dropped out of college 2 weeks after I enrolled in it after high school in 2007, and only got up the courage to return in 2015. I am planning to go riiight back to school to further my education but I hope I can either get a job or be mentally prepared to jump back into more commissions.

Speaking of commissions, I'm working on one very slowly right now, and then I may open up again publicly. If I do, I am planning on doing a reduced rate for Steven Universe art and any art featuring Spamton from Deltarune since I like these and they feel really good to draw.

I'm learning more about myself every day and one of the things that is bothering me is that I am now really aware that I probably put a lot of people off with the way I talk to them or, more often, seem to ignore them. Just letting y'all know that I do not mean to ignore you! If I suddenly drop off the face of the earth in notes, or have talked to you about an idea and don't do it, etc, it's because it has run through my brain and I have forgotten it ever happened. And I am really sorry about that!! Please do not be afraid to bring up things again, my ADHD brain is really bad about picking things up excitedly, turning around, and then forgetting they exist entirely. And if I reply in a way that seems scripted or rehearsed, it's because it actually is- but it's not because I am angry or anything. Just a weird communication thing.

I also tend to not speak to people unless I'm spoken to first, I feel like I'm bothering them! This includes if we've spoken before.

I forget that other people can't read the thoughts that are very loud in my head, and that I might seem like a weird brick wall. I'm really sorry about that. I want to try to be more open out here on the net to interact better with people.

Aaaand I need to update my galleries on pillowfort, newgrounds, and other sites. I keep forgetting they exist. Yikes.

Anyways thank y'all for the continuing support throughout all of these years. I live in Buttfuck Nowhere, Texas, and on top of that have issues with social cues and interacting with others. Without the internet and this website, I'm not sure if I would have ever felt at home or welcome anywhere :)