over the past year given some reflection, i grew a bit, ive lost a friend i feared losing almost 11 months ago, and ive let go of him as well, but the journey from that point on ive met and even messed around with some old buds, some new buds, and just had fun... i mean hell ive been alot more open with who i want to be, ive discovered new things i can do, i started doing artpacks, im almost done with part 1 of a comic ive been working on for... a year? idfk, ive expanded my own horizons, FUCK i finished a youtube series this year, i dislike my job, i dislike having to draw what people tell me to, its not the content of what i have to draw its more of turning the hobby into a... do or die job, i opened the SubStar to try and find some joy in what i once loved doing... ya know? but even that i barely post on... im trying, dont get me wrong, also balancing that with clients... im running myself into the ground, and i was warned about this... by several people...
im stressing myself out alot...
so i think i wanna take it easy, i dunno how
but i do

in that time im gonna work on and finish my backlog, Work on the "Breached" ArtPack, Continue Writing Dragon Island with my partner in crime, maybe also continue working on Book of Death. but I wanna take it easy, figure out some options and see what i can do

All i want to ask of everyone following, Support me, Anyway you can, i wanna do great things for you guys, and worrying from commission to commission is... unhealthy as fuck
even if its just $5 a month on my SubStar, where i can give you my best ideas,
it helps alot