I'm currently with my family at the moment, I think I'm holding up OK, but I've still been in very much shock and I can't sleep.

Two of my cousins passed away, I never got chance to get close to the other one but I was very close to one of them, damn near grew up with them and there's not a lot of people that I'm close with in my family.
They got into an accident with a semi truck, the car went off road and the truck fell over, it happened near me and they were heading home from work, they actually worked in the local Walmart that I always went to but I never knew.

Nobody has been taking it very well and the past few days have just been depressing.

If there's a family member or someone out there that you have love for but haven't kept tabs on them, please take this as a sign too, I could've seen him so many months before the incident and I never knew because I hadn't kept tabs, and now I'm going to be stuck in regret for it.

Commissions and things will be delayed, I'll try to do as much as I can when I do have motivation but I am not all there mentally or physically.