So if i don't talk so much lately or reply to message, its because i have a lot of trust issues on others. No matter what i do or try, I’ll always being treated like i’m the bad guy. And it gets bigger and bigger for everyday for what i’m being seen as. Lately, i thought i had new friends, but it goes like everytime what always happens around me, lies, using me and dosen’t respect me for who i am. Sometimes, i ask myself if friends is just a made up word to give people some happiness?