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I don't get my psychiatrist sometimes... (ASD Trigger)
4 years ago
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'https://www.canada.ca/en/public-health/services/diseases/autism-spectrum-disorder-asd/professionals-autism-spectrum-disorder-asd.html' wrote:Based on DSM-5 criteria, individuals with ASD are evaluated on 2 aspects:
social communication and social interaction deficits
restrictive or repetitive behaviours, interests or activities
The diagnosis is accompanied by a corresponding descriptor representing 1 of 3 levels of severity requiring support.
...Asperger's doesn't exist anymore as an "official diagnosis". Which means aside from being drugged to the 9's (until my motivation comes back) My labels have changed. I have updated my front page to reflect what was discussed in today's appointment with her.
...Yeah I finally got it out of her and got ran around for a good third of the appointment about how labels don't matter and she doesn't wanna look at it until a need arises...
Yet "I have no motivation from the "psychosis".
...Sure hon how about the fact the disability pension Doug Ford wants to take away from people like me (DSM-IV diagnosed adult lv. 1 and lv. 2 aspies") doesn't even allow me to "crowdfund" the money I need for new pants.
...Pants that even my parents cant afford because no store in the city carries my size (getting down but yeah) and that are only available online. hell even clothing banks and thrift stores (I worked at one for a while) only go to size 44. (Soon man--Soon... But my parents don't wanna be near me do to my "baggy pants" 6 inches too big for me -- I'm size 46x30 USA and I'm wearing 52x30 USA cause pants are expensive). Ill be here until CoviD ends most likely -- If society isn't destroyed first.
...Or how many people are begging for grocery money (her solution is for everyone to give up Financial Power of Attorney so the money can be 'managed better')
Yeah I have no motivation! Take a look at my situation...
Last time I had any motivation I wont up with possible charges of "inciting a riot" and "treason" when I did my 3 year advocacy campaign from all the "King Slimes" I killed. I promised never to "campaign again". I was even on National Radio and TV several times and had an approved CRA charity dedicated to "ASD advocacy'
(lawsuits and a conflict of interest killed it of course. but if i do what I ever again they'll shoot me -- literally)
--They'll never recognize my trauma officially (apparently abuse done in good faith is "treatment") and they likely will never move me to a DSM-V diagnoses. It's like I should accept that and be isolated because I'm using an "old label".
--Unless its court ordered again like in 2014 or I get a Doug Ford ordered ODSP Medicaland employability review forcing it:
https://www.mcss.gov.on.ca/en/mcss/.....p_medical.aspx
By then ill be in Tenas because the last forensic evaluation i had left me #2 Incontinent while on Depakote. I had to drop Dr. #7 for not honoring my wishes to avoid that class of drugs (which has been noted on my medical records for years). 2 weeks after stopping those 'red turds' my functioning returned.
...This too:
Work doesn't need a note until I find a job willing to provide the accommodations needed and there are not a lot of jobs willing to accommodate for you.
Yeah... just Yeah...
I'd drop this bitch in a heartbeat as psychiatry and the health system has failed me and I'm better off learning therapeutic techniques myself as taught by this textbook....
https://www.amazon.ca/Counselling-T...../dp/1847879586
I cant get my life-saving Invega shot without dealing with the BS though--which sucks. Only Psychiatrists can prescribe that.
And no Psychiatrist in Ontario is gonna do any better then her sadly...
This is fucking why I want MAID sometimes (I shift between that and being Don Quixote). Psychiatry can do nothing but make me a drooling incontinent invalid. Or a knife weilding maniac when I finally crack under the pressure of no treatment at all.
Either way I continue to suffer from my disabilities that are neither recognized nor are accommodations funded properly in my country and that may meet the legal criteria set by the Supreme Court of Canada.
social communication and social interaction deficits
restrictive or repetitive behaviours, interests or activities
The diagnosis is accompanied by a corresponding descriptor representing 1 of 3 levels of severity requiring support.
...Asperger's doesn't exist anymore as an "official diagnosis". Which means aside from being drugged to the 9's (until my motivation comes back) My labels have changed. I have updated my front page to reflect what was discussed in today's appointment with her.
...Yeah I finally got it out of her and got ran around for a good third of the appointment about how labels don't matter and she doesn't wanna look at it until a need arises...
Yet "I have no motivation from the "psychosis".
...Sure hon how about the fact the disability pension Doug Ford wants to take away from people like me (DSM-IV diagnosed adult lv. 1 and lv. 2 aspies") doesn't even allow me to "crowdfund" the money I need for new pants.
...Pants that even my parents cant afford because no store in the city carries my size (getting down but yeah) and that are only available online. hell even clothing banks and thrift stores (I worked at one for a while) only go to size 44. (Soon man--Soon... But my parents don't wanna be near me do to my "baggy pants" 6 inches too big for me -- I'm size 46x30 USA and I'm wearing 52x30 USA cause pants are expensive). Ill be here until CoviD ends most likely -- If society isn't destroyed first.
...Or how many people are begging for grocery money (her solution is for everyone to give up Financial Power of Attorney so the money can be 'managed better')
Yeah I have no motivation! Take a look at my situation...
Last time I had any motivation I wont up with possible charges of "inciting a riot" and "treason" when I did my 3 year advocacy campaign from all the "King Slimes" I killed. I promised never to "campaign again". I was even on National Radio and TV several times and had an approved CRA charity dedicated to "ASD advocacy'
(lawsuits and a conflict of interest killed it of course. but if i do what I ever again they'll shoot me -- literally)
--They'll never recognize my trauma officially (apparently abuse done in good faith is "treatment") and they likely will never move me to a DSM-V diagnoses. It's like I should accept that and be isolated because I'm using an "old label".
--Unless its court ordered again like in 2014 or I get a Doug Ford ordered ODSP Medical
https://www.mcss.gov.on.ca/en/mcss/.....p_medical.aspx
By then ill be in Tenas because the last forensic evaluation i had left me #2 Incontinent while on Depakote. I had to drop Dr. #7 for not honoring my wishes to avoid that class of drugs (which has been noted on my medical records for years). 2 weeks after stopping those 'red turds' my functioning returned.
...This too:
Work doesn't need a note until I find a job willing to provide the accommodations needed and there are not a lot of jobs willing to accommodate for you.
Yeah... just Yeah...
I'd drop this bitch in a heartbeat as psychiatry and the health system has failed me and I'm better off learning therapeutic techniques myself as taught by this textbook....
https://www.amazon.ca/Counselling-T...../dp/1847879586
I cant get my life-saving Invega shot without dealing with the BS though--which sucks. Only Psychiatrists can prescribe that.
And no Psychiatrist in Ontario is gonna do any better then her sadly...
This is fucking why I want MAID sometimes (I shift between that and being Don Quixote). Psychiatry can do nothing but make me a drooling incontinent invalid. Or a knife weilding maniac when I finally crack under the pressure of no treatment at all.
Either way I continue to suffer from my disabilities that are neither recognized nor are accommodations funded properly in my country and that may meet the legal criteria set by the Supreme Court of Canada.
And cant even left my sight without worrying
He was checking for a dropped Uterus in these 'problem females' because in Ayurveda such a condition can lead to "histeria" and the symptoms match about 4 different difficult to treat Axis 1 and Axis 2 disorders common in "difficult to treat" mentally ill females.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hysteria
This belief is still common in Indian Psychiatry and this particular doctor had been practicing for well over a decade before someone finally publicly pointed this out and the Medical Board got a clue. The females in question were so victimized and paranoid that they feared extreme punishment and sedation if they said anything.
https://windsorstar.com/news/local-.....edical-licence
He was Pshrink #3 for me. Im the one that called him out.
Evil and greedy bastard.
Ontario Constitution be dammed.