Some updates from my last journal. I'm sorry for all mistakes and typos. I still learning English.

My cat feels okay! We currently have a plan for what to do and how, so everything going to be okay with him.
So now I have time to focus on myself.

Warning: some information below contains information that some readers may find upsetting.
I had a mental breakdown a day ago. This year was too hard for me. Lots of bad things happened, my close friend passed away, four of my family members currently have a covid, my aunty has throat cancer and all these situations hurts me from inside. It's really hard to handle everything for me. I cry from time to time, can't sleep at night. I feel shame and disappointed in myself.
When I posted the previous journal, my friend asked me why I didn't open commissions instead of making a set of adoptables. It's not because I can't. I just don't feel that it's what I want right now. I don't have any resources to do something that I don't want to. Drawing is still my kind of therapy, but not all commissions bring me joy and I am afraid to disappoint commissioners.
I'm going on a semi-hiatus. I still will be drawing, creating adoptables or YCH, but slowly and if really wanted to do it, not because I have to.
My husband helped me a lot in this situation. He covered all bills, so I need to worry about finances, and said that I should take a break for recovery. And this is what I'm going to do.

I want to say thank you to all who supported me! ♥ It means a lot to me. I'll find my way to say 'thank you" to you. Maybe open requests or gifts but a bit later.
Thanks for reading! I wish you a good day! Take care ♥