Um… so…
I guess this is the last place I should put this up but whatever… better than nowhere, besides who reeds these anyway lol…
I’ve been deleting “friends” that I don’t talk to anymore and noticed that my group of actual friends was so small it put me back in depression land, free of charge and no travel fees.
This happened about a month ago…
Today I’m completely alone now. My self destructive depression has led me to abandoning whatever I had left, and I don’t think I can get back with a straight face.
I would like to Apologize to the people I left if you’re reading this, I’m sorry. I’m to much of a dum ass to keep myself together long enough for anything…
Anyways before I forget, yes I am thinking of subside again, and no I’m not going to do it, I don’t have the resources to do it, hanging is to painful and can leave me paralyzed if it goes wrong, and I don’t want to go trough idk how long asphyxiating only to be “saved” by my parents…
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Anyways have a nice Day everyone and forget about my stupid ramblings…..