Where I've been?
4 years ago
General
As some of you may noticed, I disappeared for a long period of time, so I feel a need to explain it. All of you are really kind for me so you all deserve to know the truth. I've actually get a job I thought I dreamed off, and lost it a 3 month after. That wasn't on me entirely. It seems the company wanted high level specialist for a relatively low cost. But I thought I can use and develop my skills there. It was taking a lot of my time and effort so I've physically wasn't able to get myself together that time to finish all of my debts despite I tried. I just was so tired and always wasn't satisfied with the results. But at least I've met a lot of nice and awesome people there, some of them helping me since then In many ways. There even was some people who was knowing artists from a FA personally and that was a lot of a surprise for me since that job wasn't connected to drawing.
After I lost that job, I've been able to get the same position in other company and the big problems appeared. At first they started to delay the payday for me motivating it by their mistakes in documents. I've immediately felt there was something wrong, but growing anxiety and need for an income forced me to stay there and... it was actually a fraud. I've contacted the advocate and the police but it seems that the company wont get the penalty they deserve and I didn't get the money for almost two month of work. They planned to use me from the start but I feel lucky to get out of it almost only with the money loss...
But despite all of that I continued to draw, and everyone who's ordered my commissions definitely get everything from me with the additional features such as background and all I can do as good as I can. All this time I was really nervous because I didn't finishing the works, and now when I lost so much time and money and nerves... I just want you to know all of it. If you're upset for me breaking all the deadlines I really hoping that it's gonna be calming for you it wasn't easy walk for me too. I've paid a lot for your unnecessary worries I really considering it's that way. Because you was kind to me, not like my bosses and circumstances all of this time. Thank you all for understanding. I'm really sorry that you have to wait for so long. Hope that the fact you gonna have a best result for a relatively low price will be a appropriate reward for all of you, If you will of course. I'll make a refunds for those who didn't want to wait more. While I writing all of this one of the works is finished and uploaded in my gallery, so you can see how I managed to improve and what results you gonna have.
After I lost that job, I've been able to get the same position in other company and the big problems appeared. At first they started to delay the payday for me motivating it by their mistakes in documents. I've immediately felt there was something wrong, but growing anxiety and need for an income forced me to stay there and... it was actually a fraud. I've contacted the advocate and the police but it seems that the company wont get the penalty they deserve and I didn't get the money for almost two month of work. They planned to use me from the start but I feel lucky to get out of it almost only with the money loss...
But despite all of that I continued to draw, and everyone who's ordered my commissions definitely get everything from me with the additional features such as background and all I can do as good as I can. All this time I was really nervous because I didn't finishing the works, and now when I lost so much time and money and nerves... I just want you to know all of it. If you're upset for me breaking all the deadlines I really hoping that it's gonna be calming for you it wasn't easy walk for me too. I've paid a lot for your unnecessary worries I really considering it's that way. Because you was kind to me, not like my bosses and circumstances all of this time. Thank you all for understanding. I'm really sorry that you have to wait for so long. Hope that the fact you gonna have a best result for a relatively low price will be a appropriate reward for all of you, If you will of course. I'll make a refunds for those who didn't want to wait more. While I writing all of this one of the works is finished and uploaded in my gallery, so you can see how I managed to improve and what results you gonna have.
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eventually you'll get to where you wanna be ^^ 🤗🌸
You're a good person for putting it out there. It means you have character, and that's rare to come by, nowadays. You still got support!