I'm just trying to move on with my life and now a few friends are mad at each other becouse one is upset that I'm gay and the other is upset thatm they think there is something wrong with being gay. my familly down here is starting to drive me nuts. news about me being gay will hit my family very soon, and now I am getting a second wave of problems becouse of the robbery. can't I just move on and live a normal life? I just don't want to deal with this!

I just wanted to see what the world (or at least the western united states) had to offer. now I have to deal with all the shit that is being thrown at me. *sigh*

so I will be heading towards home soon, setteling an argument that shouldn't even exist, explaining things with my family, and possably fight the legal system that decided to charge me $130 for getting robbed $80.


can I pleaze be dead now? or maybe I can get amnesia and forget about all this? I just want to live my life without having to deal with this crap!

that's it, I'm heading home.