Sooo..... i laying down on my bead having another episode of Depression, wen suddenly a random fucking boner pops up and makes me forget everything so i just lay there, sad, angry, and horny... untill i cant take it anymore and finish myself off and wow im not sad anymore... thanks depression boner!

the stupid thing is though this stupid trick wont always work i think?
but what im getting at is that with all this horny energy released hopefully i can do something about my stupid gay self before i fall down again???

(in before the next few weeks and i post another journal about how depressed i am >_<)

Anyway... im hoping to do some commissions this week only headshots since it's the only good thing i am at the moment... and hopefully make myself look useful to myself maybe?

Anyway i hope this journal was at least funny to someone or something idk.... have a nice day/night wherever you are....