And you want to know what happen?

Here’s what happen, I ask a owner
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/felicer/

For a commission request about me as my character

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23197230/

To get facesit by her

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39396755/

And I waited for reply about it and later, I got a note from the owner,

And guess what owner said to me from the owner note

Felicer: Sorry, i thought a lot about this and i think i won't be able to depict your vision. It'll be a really tiresome experience for both of us shall we continue, thus i'd suggest you to turn to another artist with your request. Thank you for understanding!

Wow just wow. why? Why this year had to give me awful year for this. My heart is broken now. :’(

Thank you for your note reply owner. I understand. I’ll just find another commission artist to do a commission request about me to get facesit by Gaby McRily