my Grandmother... is hanging to her life, though why we cant make out, her lungs are so full of cancer its nothing left, she has to move on,, drove down to newark today, just to wish her goodbye, so hard to sit there and watch her gasp for air her eyes closed and her lung gurgule.. my family there crying and all of telling her please please move on Mamal.. but its hard.. she can still hear us i know cause when i talked to her saying "grandma im here dont fret im here.." she smiled and almost opened her eyes.. but as i will say i may not be online much cause well.. Grandma isnt gonna make it.. we are pretty sure, she was holding to those last minutes just to see me and my brother.. so i will probly have a funeral to go to soon.. wish me all luck all.. its gonna be hard she is my mamal after all..