This year was way harder than I expected x____x, I think you could see that haha. A lot of frustrating events that have been accumulating during several years exploded right in my face... that happens when I just don't listen to my own mind for wanting justice for myself, it was a time bomb.
I'm grateful to those people who could understand that, and even stay supporting me and cheering me up after all the venting I did this year, and after having me to take a big decision about what to do with my art. Seriously, thank you very much.
There is a still a lot of stuff I'm trying to discover and solve, to reduce the pain. But I have been feeling compared to myself in August. I have been seriously thinking about taking distance from my communities and from a lot of people in general, at least until I feel recovered. This year I noticed that there are some kind of people and behavior patterns just makes me feel worse, also people that enables those damaging behavior patterns, I just don't have tolerance to them and block them from my spaces. And they are way too common, so it's becoming hard to "just ignore", specially if they insist on coming to my spaces.
So my plan is just be like "throw the art and leave".
My goal for the next year is just recovering.



Now in other topic, I want to see how my media grows this year compared to the next one. I check the numbers once a year because I like to the the progress like a Level bar of a RPG xD.
This is the journal of the previous year https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9720668/

https://twitter.com/sifyro (32.3K) now the number is higher than FA watchers! :3
FA (28.4k )
https://www.youtube.com/c/sifyro (almost 5K)
https://www.twitch.tv/sifyro (8.4K , although I had to stop using it this year, now I use Youtube for streaming)