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Ups and Downs to the Holiday Season
4 years ago
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Ups and downs happen in everyones life and I am no exception to that.
On the positive side, What started out as giving away a few toys this holiday season turned into several days of local Santa slinging in my current local town of Nevada Missouri. The town was very giving and I was supplied with many new and gently used toys which the help of
valveman11 and Lizzie the Model T, we delivered toys to over 200 kids! Santa really does make house calls. We added a special spark all over town.
I hosted a open house and started a Coco and Carol's which I got to meet many of our neighbors. It was small but a start. I was gifted a old Christmas card by the leaning tree of my house. It was actually something I really wanted...I was happy and at the same time deeply sad. This would be the type of thing I'd call my Mom and tell her all about and I knew shed be pretty excited too because she really liked the house I moved to.. so much she even came out to see it before she passed away. It hit hard and I just miss my Mom... :(
Another part of the down is the continued dealing living with someone with a alcohol addiction. Yesterday I found the purse of the wolf pup that stays with me sometimes empty of all the money she earned..a little over 20 dollars. It was taken by the alcoholic for booze and whatever else. It's a new low. He already stole some loose cash from me and now from the child too. He had a credit card he could of used to fund his addiction but instead chose to steal the little bit of cash we had. The money has been replaced but It's just a new low and I just loose more hope each day. Removing him should be the logical step but its not that easy. If up and going was that easy..I'd up and be gone a long time ago... But there is other factors to consider, pets, wolf pup, house, housing, and other things rotating around it. It just the next thing in a series of things someone will go and do to satisfy their addiction. Even if they admit to the problem.. it doesnt mean they will go through the diligence of fixing it and make every excuse to stick with the addiction they are accustomed to. This maybe TMI but I really don't got another outlet and inside its just turning me more into a bitter bitchy individual each day ..
So Here is hoping Next year will be better...
Happy New Year 2022 Everyone!
On the positive side, What started out as giving away a few toys this holiday season turned into several days of local Santa slinging in my current local town of Nevada Missouri. The town was very giving and I was supplied with many new and gently used toys which the help of
valveman11 and Lizzie the Model T, we delivered toys to over 200 kids! Santa really does make house calls. We added a special spark all over town. I hosted a open house and started a Coco and Carol's which I got to meet many of our neighbors. It was small but a start. I was gifted a old Christmas card by the leaning tree of my house. It was actually something I really wanted...I was happy and at the same time deeply sad. This would be the type of thing I'd call my Mom and tell her all about and I knew shed be pretty excited too because she really liked the house I moved to.. so much she even came out to see it before she passed away. It hit hard and I just miss my Mom... :(
Another part of the down is the continued dealing living with someone with a alcohol addiction. Yesterday I found the purse of the wolf pup that stays with me sometimes empty of all the money she earned..a little over 20 dollars. It was taken by the alcoholic for booze and whatever else. It's a new low. He already stole some loose cash from me and now from the child too. He had a credit card he could of used to fund his addiction but instead chose to steal the little bit of cash we had. The money has been replaced but It's just a new low and I just loose more hope each day. Removing him should be the logical step but its not that easy. If up and going was that easy..I'd up and be gone a long time ago... But there is other factors to consider, pets, wolf pup, house, housing, and other things rotating around it. It just the next thing in a series of things someone will go and do to satisfy their addiction. Even if they admit to the problem.. it doesnt mean they will go through the diligence of fixing it and make every excuse to stick with the addiction they are accustomed to. This maybe TMI but I really don't got another outlet and inside its just turning me more into a bitter bitchy individual each day ..
So Here is hoping Next year will be better...
Happy New Year 2022 Everyone!
So it's me to has to decide how this thing gets steared. And I am lost at this current point in time.
*warm warm hug...
V.