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Is it normal to have mixed feelings about surviving?
4 years ago
Ever since my heart attack I just find myself often kinda wondering WHY I survived. Sometimes even kinda wishing I didn't. I've been talking with a couple friends about this and despite them being super supportive, I can't help but feel apathetic to being here. It's not really a suicidal thing so much as it is just "Why though".
Was just being randomly curious about random input.
Was just being randomly curious about random input.
Easier said than done; but never feel bad about surviving. :) (you're still wanted and needed on this world in some way too, hope you may find that kinda meaning to it over time bud.)
We hang a lot of myth on death and 'near death' and bizarre as it seems, it sets up some pretty strange expectations.