These last two years have been a bit strange... I'm supposed to be in the best time of my life but I really don't feel the peace that I have been looking for so much
I mean, I finally managed to quit my job, I lost weight, I am finally studying graphic design and I am working as an internet artist, in fact, I am paying for my career based on commissions, which is pretty cool!! An achievement for me
But even so, there are many problems that persist... I keep having outbursts of anger and they are becoming more frequent, the anger I feel inside me is more and more intense, many times for very absurd things, my mind suddenly becomes in a storm, and in the end, I wonder if someday the days of peace that I want so much will come, or if I will have to get used to living like this for the rest of my days
I had already started to see a psychologist since 3 months, but it seems that it is not working at all, so maybe I should seek help elsewhere.
But hey, anyway, not everything has been shit during the year, but if it was something turbulent, too much stress
I hope that next year will be better, although, every year I wish the same and precisely, every year is the same

Another year of stress and problems, of outbursts of unnecessary and exaggeratedly intense anger, another year of "already behave" "you are already an adult" "you should mature"

I wish this was so easy
Happy new year, I guess