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Happy New Years and Thank you/Leaving-Important News...
4 years ago
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https://www.patreon.com/Moneychan 2021....what a wild ride
so happy to be done with this year and its vibes, lets hope we can broad 2022 for the better
now i would not like to ramble too much in this post but I just have some ....news to say so please be mindful and respectful of my wishes as I'm trying to lay out how i feel about this here and so on....
I would first like to say thank you, to all my wonderful supporters and friends for taking a liking to my artwork; As you know or may not know; underneath my chill personality I'm really not that confident with my work and tend to second guest if those who take interest in it really have the mindset in commissioning me; for the most part i seriously consider it a blessing but, there's just that one slither of voice that tells me "its not worth it; please spend your mons elsewhere" and to that I tend to get automatically doubtful of my skills in terms of pushing out work that looks half assed and or ....unpleasant in my eyes... I ...honestly don't know where these thoughts flurry from but it makes me feel like as if I'm not improving at all and that it feels like a waste of time... and I feel very disappointed in myself because of this; I haven't been able to catch up on any works and have been struggling to even look at the screen without having a meltdown and burst into tears because I feel this way...So this year I will save face and just cut my ties and close my commissions til further notice; stream commissions will always be open; but regular commissions are going to be set to closed til i fell like im worth even buying from haha....im not always introverted and i try my best to gain everyone's love and affection but nowadays im barely talking to ppl and just want to not exist...but that's just me...i hope you can understand this as I have a lot going on and trying to do what I can to have a stable mind and drawing; I don't really want to quit but this shit gets on my nerves to the point this 'side' hobby don't really feel like its worth it for me...
I will be completing my Queue from last year and this will call it from there; No more Auctions; No more accepting future regular commissions unless its dire or an emergency.
Yes I will continue to draw content of what eases me/makes me want to draw or peak interest but I guess thats about it? TLDR; i p much feel burnt out and ashamed of myself for what is going on; body and mind is not functioning the way i want and i feel as if i dont put my heart into my work anymore...also I think it'll be best if I leave here for a moment... i don't really see my worth here as of late; but if you do enjoy my works you can catch me on other sites or twitter; i'll be sure to post there too ♥
Im sorry... please enjoy the new year to the fullest ♥
Queue List
FA-YCH shaded Commission- YCH + money
FA-1 Flat sketch Commission; Typlosion transformation
Twitter shaded Commission- 2pc batch with Sil + Ana
2x Discord Commissions- sketch +flat- Feat; owners char. + Kidna/Ana/Sil
where to find me
Twitter- SFW moneychanarts / NSFW naughtymoneh
Weasyl- Moneychan
Inkbunny- moneychan
Picarto- Moneychanscribs
Twitch-Moneybuttnut
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If you'd like to support me with tips I'd happily appreciate it! plus get a nice headshot or a char. of your choice as well!
http://ko-fi.com/moneychan
Do what you need to for your own mental health, though. goodness knows I've struggled for years with many of the same feelings.
thank uu; thats what im hoping for for the new year
I wish you all the best in finding that balance that makes you happy!
Let me say this. We are our own worst critics. Keep in mind that no matter what the self doubtful voice in the back of your mind tells you, if people are willing to pay for your art then your art is worth it. We wouldn't spend money on something we didn't like. I myself have really enjoyed your art style since I first found you, and I've noticed your art style has improved over time. What may not be obvious growth to you as the artist is very evident to us.
As for taking a step back and collecting yourself, never feel like it's a bad thing to do that. Some people forget that the most important thing to us should be our own well being. If you feel that some time away from the site will do you some good then you should do that. We'll be here when you feel that you are ready to come back.
I know you said that stream commissions would continue to remain open, but I wasn't aware you took normal commissions. Will you continue to do ych pieces in the future when you return? Or are those the commissions you are talking about.