I called my psychiatrist's office today and they had just straight up lied to me about him not taking appointments until like mid-february. I have an appointment with him via video on the 20th. I don't know whether to be pissed or relieved that I actually can get my medication back much earlier than I expected, I am going insane without it. My writing will hopefully return to normal (that is, uber-slow, not glacially slow) with it and I can finally start drawing again.