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4 years ago
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I made a tweet on Twitter about being annoyed how everyone is always horny, but that was pretty shitty to make.
And all the backlash kinda reminded me that I am pretty much the prick of the fandom. Over all the dumb things I did throughout the years I ruined my reputation, and can't really repair it anymore. I think I am just doomed :/
Even today I still have the urge to lie about my weight and body to be approved and liked by others, although it's not nearly as bad anymore. I just need some good friends at my side and support.
But even then, I can't really fix my reputation. A majority of the fandom's "high personalities" know me as a shitty person. Just what can I even do?
And all the backlash kinda reminded me that I am pretty much the prick of the fandom. Over all the dumb things I did throughout the years I ruined my reputation, and can't really repair it anymore. I think I am just doomed :/
Even today I still have the urge to lie about my weight and body to be approved and liked by others, although it's not nearly as bad anymore. I just need some good friends at my side and support.
But even then, I can't really fix my reputation. A majority of the fandom's "high personalities" know me as a shitty person. Just what can I even do?
Sethem
~sethem
Honestly, the best advice I can give is to try and be a better person. Sure, the reputation preceding you may be bad, but prove to those around you that you don't let that define you anymore~
CherryF4
!cherryf4
OP
Yeah I know that. And it's what everyone tells me. But it pains me to know how many people think badly of me
Sethem
~sethem
Don't let it bring you down, let it bring you up and motivate you to do better~
