Well there will be language that some may be uncomfortable with so you've been warned but I have to vent somewhere and no one reads these so figured why the hell not :

this week/weekend has been a terrible shit-show my commute to work is about 45 minuets to an hour each way and after the terrible rain and snow storm a few weeks ago the road has been shit which has been screwing my back up as I drive to work after a 9 week downtime for a knee surgery, got a phone call from my doctors office that they forgot to contact me from a test they did months ago and I've been busy so I forgot about it but basically my lungs are swollen and need a blood test to start with, but it explains my breathing problems. got home Friday night found my heater ran out of fuel at -40 deg and after adding fuel discovered something else was wrong with it, disassembled the fuel filter found it pretty clogged so cleaned it and the heater started, Saturday woke up to it being dead again had to tear the heater apart and do a service on it while my back has been screaming, I them discovered blood in my semen, I'm really hoping it was from slamming up and down on the road to work, today I have been feeling like shit and have been trying to do laundry and haul in firewood and fuel but can't breath worth a shit so its been most of the day fighting it, I'm hoping to get enough wood in to last the night and while I'm gone to work until I can grab a new filter after work in town. and I've been putting it off but I need to go into the doctor to have a odd mole looked at especially after my father had to go through treatment for melanoma, luckily my crazy pills are helping although some nasty side effects, explosive diarrhea and a limp dick. I'm just damn done, my soon to be ex was spouse to be out today to do the divorce paperwork but she's been sick also