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3 years ago
(sorry for my English!)
I rested all these days and sometimes drew something for myself, but it so happened that I didn't show it because I didn't want to, haha.
I thought about the fact that I was standing "on the spot" and lagging far behind myself, who was actively drawing in the fall of 2019 and spring of 2020,
because then a number of not the most pleasant events occurred. And now I feel like I'm from the past looking at myself with condemnation, aha.
I really want to fix the current situation, and, for example, drawing with colored pencils on paper at once, to indulge in watercolors and all that
(
gave me a charming sketchbook with unicorns for watercolor). Of course, it is difficult to do this, experiencing terrible pressure.
The greatest pressure comes from my body, because in the summer of 2021 I was admitted to the hospital with type I diabetes.
And now I have eternal struggle, eternal limitations. It's hard for me, but I'm still trying to work on myself. I'm strong. ☝🏻
That's why there are a lot more commissions and YCH's in my gallery.
In order for my illness to go into remission, I need to pay for training (yoga), vitamins, medications. And then I started having terrible problems with my teeth
and had to pay for dental appointments, and all this on my own. And healthy food, which I can eat, is expensive, but I want to pamper myself with at least something.
In general, I probably did something wrong somewhere and my karma was defiled. 🤙🏻
I also have unfinished work for the university hanging on me. Working on it involves a lot of social contacts,
and I'm not psychologically ready for this at all... But, everything will be fine and I will do everything, right.
It was important for me to share this with you. Thank you for reading this text and continuing to support me.
Let's all try to be strong.🌼
BlueRikoroo
~bluerikoroo
You got a lot ahead of you. You'll get through it, I know you will! We'll all be strong together! ^ - ^
Jonsy Frost
~jonsyfrost
OP
Thank you soooo much! ^_^
