Before you ask, why I was inactive for a 1/2 year, it's easy: It was all too much for me.

A great artist and also a friend left here and we had a conversation, which didn't end so nicely and I felt for that pretty bad. My mood was down, than wanna talk to other good friends of mine, but had the impression, they didn't took my problem serious or ignored my problem. Combined with other problems, which I had, I had the feeling, that I'm in a wrong place or I'm the most hated person here. Before I gonna insane for that, I cut the line and took a big break. It didn't matter to me, if someone was worried, because I really doubt, that someone will notice that, that I'm inactive.

I really played my thoughts, to leave here without to tell someone...The most of my good friends that I met, aren't active anymore or are anywhere active, that I don't have opportunity, to talk to him/her. That this all feels like, that I'm lonely and the others I met, doesn't seem to be kind to me (I don't look to someone)


And the big break was necessary for me. I just was forgot this for a long moment