I can't take this! I'm a writer dammit! And yet it's been ages since I worked on my book-AGES!!! I want to go back to those days when I could just sit there and listen to Calliope's voice, so sweet and warm-but now I've been a fool in giving myself more work via commissions! Feeling it to be my duty to give what I promised to those who asked or deserved it!
I just don't know how to manage myself now, I want to write, but now I've become more of an artist, more focused on doing cartoony/traditional pictures rather then the epic poetry I live to do in Calliope's name!...I don't know what to do with myself.