...all shall be well, and all manner of thing shall be well.
Somewhere else, that is.

It's been a while since I wrote anything meaningful, wasn't it?.. The last few years left a taste of bile in my mouth. A rather vile taste of bile at that. I just want to scream it all out. But I can't. Just... Can't. For a lot of reasons, really.

Either way... One thing I can say is; my mom has liver cancer. Stage 4. And doctors say she can't go through the second chemotherapy course - in fact, it's a miracle that she survived the first one. Now, I am trying to keep a high hopes for the situation being resolved, but, you know, 'We should start saving up for her funeral' is not something you want to hear from your sister two weeks after new year.

So, yeah... I'm not in the best mental state at the moment. Because, in the end, feeling shit, and bitter, and angry all the time, it just... it eats away at you.




And amidst all that gloom and doom, I am thinking of trying to go back to taking commissions.
Maybe even up the prices a little bit...

Yet those are side thoughts right now. Right now, the light at the end of the tunnel is blaring its horn at me.