that's it, dear, the narcissistic woman who calls herself my mother freaked out on me again; result? I'm dropping out of her house again, the year 2022 started off great; I'm waiting for my aunt to talk to my grandmother and I'm going to spend time with them again; I try to stay optimistic about things but it doesn't really happen much, not even my black stripe is holding the situation; I will give more details soon; welcome to my dramatic life, just wait a few more chapters *i'm trying to break the ice but i'm broken inside*