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What the...!!
16 years ago
What's happening!?
Why are appearing mates and boyfriends all around me like mushroom in the forest after a rain?
Why are them slowly ignoing me until to not be my friends anymore but a nuisance?
Why I'm feeling so alone...? *sighs*
I feel like the only odd one in a world full of mated people....
Am I that bad? I just ask for friends, but after they get mated... they seems don't have the time neither for a talk every so often.
It hurts to know you are a niusance for the ones you were a close friend the day before they got mated, now I just receive news from friends whom got their boy/girlfriend, heck I am very happy for them but in the other side I am deeply sad, freaked I could lose them too... because it happened already...
At first he says "call me later, I'm body with my BF", even if he happear along his mate and disappear with him; but after some time he starded to say "you have became a nuisance, can't you understand I wanna spend time with my BF?" And I just tried to speak a time or two in a whole week or even a month... -.-
Sorry, the fact I still consider him as a good friend of mine and I can't leave him, because I trust him deeply and respect him so much, plus he helped tons of time in past, before he got his mate and before this change.
Sory, I'm getting out the plot.
The fact is... I'm feeling like abandoned, this thing is going on since some months now, I though it was just a brief feeling, because I really am not the guy who cares this type of things, but I was wrong and... *sighs* Well... dunno...
I don't know either why I'm typing all of this, maybe I just have to let out my stress...
You all have a good day with your mate.
Sorry for the yell.
Why are appearing mates and boyfriends all around me like mushroom in the forest after a rain?
Why are them slowly ignoing me until to not be my friends anymore but a nuisance?
Why I'm feeling so alone...? *sighs*
I feel like the only odd one in a world full of mated people....
Am I that bad? I just ask for friends, but after they get mated... they seems don't have the time neither for a talk every so often.
It hurts to know you are a niusance for the ones you were a close friend the day before they got mated, now I just receive news from friends whom got their boy/girlfriend, heck I am very happy for them but in the other side I am deeply sad, freaked I could lose them too... because it happened already...
At first he says "call me later, I'm body with my BF", even if he happear along his mate and disappear with him; but after some time he starded to say "you have became a nuisance, can't you understand I wanna spend time with my BF?" And I just tried to speak a time or two in a whole week or even a month... -.-
Sorry, the fact I still consider him as a good friend of mine and I can't leave him, because I trust him deeply and respect him so much, plus he helped tons of time in past, before he got his mate and before this change.
Sory, I'm getting out the plot.
The fact is... I'm feeling like abandoned, this thing is going on since some months now, I though it was just a brief feeling, because I really am not the guy who cares this type of things, but I was wrong and... *sighs* Well... dunno...
I don't know either why I'm typing all of this, maybe I just have to let out my stress...
You all have a good day with your mate.
Sorry for the yell.
Most of the time I want to talk to you your away X3
But I'll consider your comment, thank you. *hugs*
But, unfortunately, what you speak of seems to be a serious side-effect of falling in love. Especially when it's a first-time love. Your friends get ignored. I've done it. My friends have done it to me.
I guess it's a real test of the friendship. Are you friends enough with them to give them space? Are they friends enough with you to give you some of their now-scarce time?
i'm still your friend and always will be. ^.=.-
i hope you will feel better soon. *hugs the big muscular dino tightly and nuzzles*
(btw: how are you doing atm? are you feeling any better with help from all the comments here? i hope so. )