I'm Not Dead!
3 years ago
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Again another hiatus has befallen my social media and it is my fault. I've still been unmotivated and my depression only kept increasing. I thought I was done, that I could go back on track but I just fell back down. I abandoned my social media, my patreon, and stopped looking at my messages. Everyday I kept saying to myself that I would go back on and start interacting again but it never happened. I would get paranoid to how people would react or get negative thoughts about myself. Like believing my art wasn't worth anything or I wasn't worth anything. And it is my fault for not coming back sooner. I don't want to go more into it because it's just repeat thoughts what I wrote last time or whatever other times I've wrote with similar aspects.
But I'm getting motivated again. I'm gonna post comics again and sketches and commissions. I'm gonna message commissioners and show them updates of what I've done so far (yes I've still been working). I used to get stressed on what "Daily Art" I was gonna make and feel bad for not uploading it but I've decided that I'm only going to post the comics and only do that maybe once a week or whenever I feel like it. I only started the series because I DIDN'T have commissions or art to draw and I wanted to improve my skills. Now I have commissions and projects and a Patreon and constantly drawing everyday. So only so often I'll post that stuff. I'll still make fanart but whenever I feel like it. I also wanna draw my own characters more and I kind of had a funny comic layout I wanted to do with two of my characters when one asks the other what's on their mind and the other replies with something super nonsensical or a really obscure fact and the first character has to just shrug it off or react. And that will just be a funny thing to show my character's personalities and give some dumb thoughts. I plan on using those characters a lot more for stuff which is why I wanted to do the comic. I'm also going to make a NSFW Twitter for my NSFW art since I wanna post non-furry stuff there. Just lots of ideas popping through my head, bouncing around like a DVD player screensaver.
Anyway, in short I have stuff to upload and I'm going to be more active. Not try, will. I will also open commissions soon. I've increased my prices and changed the layout to parts of my site to look more straightforward (it's a lot cleaner). Another also, I wanna open rude Valentine's cards and dating sim YCHs for Valentine's day as well as an animated version. Does any of that sound appealing?
But I'm getting motivated again. I'm gonna post comics again and sketches and commissions. I'm gonna message commissioners and show them updates of what I've done so far (yes I've still been working). I used to get stressed on what "Daily Art" I was gonna make and feel bad for not uploading it but I've decided that I'm only going to post the comics and only do that maybe once a week or whenever I feel like it. I only started the series because I DIDN'T have commissions or art to draw and I wanted to improve my skills. Now I have commissions and projects and a Patreon and constantly drawing everyday. So only so often I'll post that stuff. I'll still make fanart but whenever I feel like it. I also wanna draw my own characters more and I kind of had a funny comic layout I wanted to do with two of my characters when one asks the other what's on their mind and the other replies with something super nonsensical or a really obscure fact and the first character has to just shrug it off or react. And that will just be a funny thing to show my character's personalities and give some dumb thoughts. I plan on using those characters a lot more for stuff which is why I wanted to do the comic. I'm also going to make a NSFW Twitter for my NSFW art since I wanna post non-furry stuff there. Just lots of ideas popping through my head, bouncing around like a DVD player screensaver.
Anyway, in short I have stuff to upload and I'm going to be more active. Not try, will. I will also open commissions soon. I've increased my prices and changed the layout to parts of my site to look more straightforward (it's a lot cleaner). Another also, I wanna open rude Valentine's cards and dating sim YCHs for Valentine's day as well as an animated version. Does any of that sound appealing?
Love your art 😁❤️
References aside. I hope your comeback sticks.