I think I've lost most of my motivation to draw now, I just- I just can't look at my art and say it's good.

I can barely draw, and when I do, it's not for myself and for others. I hate trying to improve, or hearing things like "practice art!"

It's so infuriating all the time when i even try to draw, I never saw myself being decent at art at some point, and the more I try, the more upset I get..

It doesn't help that I'm not in a good mood to begin withbat almost every hour. I just don't like dealing with it.. I keep procrastinating


The worst part, no one will bat an eye at this journal or care to begin with :(