I got into a relationship this month, and it didn't even last 5 days. Lol

Feeling kinda heart broken so I thought I would write about it. I thought I would say something to break the ice with friend I told about, chances are they probably wouldn't notice this journal post, but it's okay. I feel pretty sad about the whole thing and I just wanted to get this off my chest since it stings pretty hard and I can't sleep. I think I'll be fine, this isn't my first break up rodeo so... I probably will stop drawing that person for awhile and go back to drawing my ocs.

I don't really regret the time we had with each other. I loved the dude, and it was great to give love once again even if it was short lived. I'm glad he allowed us to date too, it was fun drawing art of us. I took the time to write this stuff cause well I'm embarrassed, doing so many art on my dude and getting dumped kinda sorta sucks lol. Like major oof, I'm not mad at him even though he said I should be. I just wish I could of maybe been better? Oh well there's nothing to really mentally go over. I just wish my friend well, maybe we can try again next time, I'm always up for second chances.

Either way I wrote this journal because I thought I should let people know and cause my heartbreak is keeping me from sleeping. Pain is pain aye? Anyways thanks for your time on reading this. And to my ex, it's okay man. I'm not mad at you. I'm not going to be, I'm hurt... I'd sad, but I really do appreciate you giving me a chance to date and feel love again. It's been 4 years since I dated and it was really great while it lasted. After I have a good cry I still wanna be friends. Thanks again I really appreciated it.