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I'm scared of something right now
4 years ago
An allergen appt has been set up, only my insurance won't cover it so it's gonna be like $600. I honestly want to cry.
It entails if worse comes to worse I'll have to find another job because what is in the place I'm in might be affecting me and giving me fever and hives, based on a gluten suspicion of mine and I work literally in the bakery with people in deli.
I don't know how to feel right now after just replacing a part of my car that was literally 1k worth and moving into the new apt on the 31st of march. So all that I saved up is gonna be gone now and hopefully not screw me over with my job which has already been up my ass about not being able to work some days because the hives were causing me to overheat. I'm scared and annoyed at the same time. And it doesn't help a customer at work literally didn't want my help because she was like "You shouldn't be serving customers when you look like you have a disease." Literally what the fuck. So I have thurs and fri I plan on finishing ychs and comms with and maybe if I'm lucky I can slap an adopt here and there, all I know is I'm seriously panicking and want this allergy bs to be done with so I know how to avoid it. It's been hard to sleep the last two weeks, the flareups hurt so much they keep me up or wake me during the night. We've done everything we can to help, but it's definitely a food allergy after I reacted woth my lips swelling and asthma issues one night, not to mention heart palpitations for 3 hours in which I debated calling 911 but I don't have that kind of money.
Not sure what to do, just venting rn I guess.
It entails if worse comes to worse I'll have to find another job because what is in the place I'm in might be affecting me and giving me fever and hives, based on a gluten suspicion of mine and I work literally in the bakery with people in deli.
I don't know how to feel right now after just replacing a part of my car that was literally 1k worth and moving into the new apt on the 31st of march. So all that I saved up is gonna be gone now and hopefully not screw me over with my job which has already been up my ass about not being able to work some days because the hives were causing me to overheat. I'm scared and annoyed at the same time. And it doesn't help a customer at work literally didn't want my help because she was like "You shouldn't be serving customers when you look like you have a disease." Literally what the fuck. So I have thurs and fri I plan on finishing ychs and comms with and maybe if I'm lucky I can slap an adopt here and there, all I know is I'm seriously panicking and want this allergy bs to be done with so I know how to avoid it. It's been hard to sleep the last two weeks, the flareups hurt so much they keep me up or wake me during the night. We've done everything we can to help, but it's definitely a food allergy after I reacted woth my lips swelling and asthma issues one night, not to mention heart palpitations for 3 hours in which I debated calling 911 but I don't have that kind of money.
Not sure what to do, just venting rn I guess.
Do take care of yourself and try not push yourself too much with the adopts. Everyone im sure can wait until you are feeling better ^^
I don’t have much help I can offer other than anxiety relief suggestions. I hope this whole thing sorts out well for you and that your doctors are willing to work out some sort of plan.