So remember my last post 2 days ago.
Yeah.... Im not losing 1.4kg a day from malnutrition.

Every meal time is a nightmare, its stressful and scary. And my inner mind wont stop telling me "you fat fuck stop stuffing yourself"
I need to mentally prepare myself to take even a small bite of anything.

But on a positive note i managed to eat some toast and drink a smoothie today? 320 calories in total. Havent eaten in 2 days and i was feeling extremely dizzy and weak. Probably extremely low blood sugar.
Im trying my best....