i am way past my limits, I am in so much pain

But I fucking did it!!! I passed my last redos!! Mostly thanks to my fiancee fixing the damn thing for me bc I sucked ass at it but holy shit I'm almost in the clear with school!!

My grad paper and project are pretty much on point, I just have to get proper testing data on the game and I...pretty much passed this hellhole , finally. 7 fucking years man...

If I hadn't passed my redo (and my upcoming graduation) this year, I woulda been in so much debt...I've already completely eaten up the money/pension I got from being a half-orphan like 2 years ago, I am so fucking lucky my fiancee is a dutchie who is more well-off/priviledged in this country holy shit cuz my family couldn't support me further these last few years.


my irl colleagues aren't even on FA but holy shit am I glad you guys helped me out when I couldn't understand certain assignments and viceversa, I am so blessed and my stupid ass took this shit for granted so hard. I love y'all. I gotta call them soon v__v

I may be a tad (a lot) alcoholised and weak but I am excited!! I gotta share!! I'm almost fucking free ! This shit that's been holding me in a suicidal deathgrip for years is almost fucking over and I'm gonna marry my love this june and move out!! Holy shit. Holy jesus. Holy fuck. I am so tired lol. Exhausted, even.


I wish the best for y'all, hope you're staying safe. I will be getting back into arts and posting hardcore once I've truly passed my grad presentation in april. Peace, love n danks!