Well it has been about 18 months since I made a serious post about things. I've been meaning to do it earlier, but there has been so much stuff getting on top of me that I just never really go around to it. Now that I have a bit of free time, I can finally get it done.

I've been very concerned about my mental health as of late. I usually don't like to self-diagnose myself on these issues, but I've been reading up on how I've recently been feeling and behaving and I fear that there is a small chance that I might be bi-polar. I read up on this just before I called my local GP to book a therapy appointment so I am just waiting up on that.
I should've of done this earlier to be honest. Because of increasingly erratic behaviour, things have just been getting more difficult. I resigned from my last position because of a paranoid thought I had in my mind, but worse than that, I've pushed away the closest friend I've ever had.
All of this has been made worse by a cannabis addiction I've had for some time now and it's just made everything much worse. Hell, I'm even high when I making this post.

I want my closest friend back, I want to be employed in a stable job, I want to get rid of this addiction and I want my mind to be in balance again so I can start functioning like the responsible adult I used to be.

Tonight, I'm making a start on getting my life back together, which is part of the motivation to make this post. I've binned all of my weed and got rid of any weed related items in the apartment and I'm marking tomorrow as the first day of quitting. I'm going to put everything into getting a job, getting my social life back, my mental health in order and I'll eventually make something of my life.

Alongside this, I'm going to put a lot more time in my art projects. Right now I'm putting most of the focus on my two characters; Itsuki and Akendolfr. I'm going to make a indefinite series of comics using this characters and keep it PG or PG-13 maybe and separate from my other works. That's not to say I've stopped doing the usual stuff I do, that will still come.

I'm still in the practice stages of doing art and I still do a bit of experimentation, but I've settled on a chosen style and I'm working hard to try and keep the uploads regular.

I've also put some thought into trying out 360 panoramic art. We shall see.

Yes, that is all the things.