I have to write this
I am deeply unhappy and I am tired of fighting it. I'm tired of posting something every month forcing myself to draw.
Now my mental and physical condition has become even worse, so I decide to leave for an indefinite time.
I lack support, attention to everything I do, respect... I want to survive this. I'm writing this so that I won't be ashamed to leave and be silent. So that I don't think you're waiting for me.

Thank you for watching me, I am very grateful to you