It's been a long time i talked about myself, i know not most of you know about me especially new followers. I totally appreciate your follow and support, i'm sincerely happy you like my art. :)
I will go straight to the point here, i want to answer some rumor and opinion that have been for a while in this fandom about me.

First thing first, improving art skill is my duty, i've been working hard to practice my skill because, for sure, i consider myself as an artist, it is my job.
I try not to just work on paws or feet, but art itself. Including lighting, background setting and anatomy and so on. This is what i believe an artist should at least know to show in their works. Say what you will, but i don't think i do this just to charge you even higher from the commission... Have you ever noticed, i haven't fixed my price for a long time since the pandemic ? i sincerely don't want add more burden for my supporters. Even worse, people say i put my art works behind paywall, sigh, i don't even think i have to explain it, not to mention, i know some people share my patreon content in public... Some people just want to choose to be a disappointment.

I can't deny i put my art works behind paywall. I do it because i think i work hard, i will not charge you if i think my art is indecent. On the other hand, if you blame me to charge you to see my work, obviously, who are the people here just want free art from artists ? Please don't be pathetic... artists need to survive each day by drawing, have you ever been that considerate to think of it ?
Imagine this... when you are promoted or getting your salary raised because your assiduousness, you go to your boss, slap him in the face and tell him no ! NO raising your salary !!! I will respect you certainly from now on...

Guys please... i hope you notice that i still put my work here and on twitter, comic, commissions and WIPs, if i am really that dick, i can tell you, from now on, i will just stop posting things here for good, because this is all disappointing. Don't be a disappointment, you should be grateful that i still appreciate i have followers here. I do cherish those who like and comment my works, I appreciate my true fans.

Oh and this one...
Some people said i don't post female tickling anymore, or even charge higher for requesting female victims. Oh my goodness... i am explaining this here. ^^; Please think twice before you make this pointless comment, have you ever read my profile that i've put there for years ? i am into */m tickling. Seriously, do your brains ever function to tell you to read ?
If i am into male tickling only, certainly, i have to make sure my followers are into the same thing as i am. If i post something that i'm not into, certain people will follow me by mistake, they will be disappointed because this is not what i'm really into and unfollow if i don't keep posting the same thing. I simply just post what i love and what i'm into... damn why am i explaining this, again.. ?
Let's be clear... i do like drawing female charcters, i'm just not a fan of seeing them become a victim. You people like someone else to force you to do something you don't like ?
Be respectful by choosing words. No one should satisfy all the people in the world..

And some people think my style isn't appealing anymore... well this is called style changing... i am the artist so i decide what style i want. But certainly, i'm still establishing my art style, this is not the final.
My art is even called atrocious and tragic and i'm declining. Well that's very awkward. Sounds like i should care about brainless retards like you to understand about art. The only tragic i see here is a bunch of whining people being so unconstructive to this world. Funny, how it sounds like sore losers are pity seeking and caring for each other. For these people who only know to whine for your miserable lives, you should be ashamed of yourselves.



*takes a deep breath*

I'm sorry that i sound upset, but sometimes it's just so disappointing that you have to make some clear statement because of some unbelievable people in this world.. = =|||
Next time i will be careful around and not see the miserable corner in this internet.

What i can guarantee you is, i will keep going, i will be a decent artist here, i will never stop drawing and improving because of some ignorant and unnecessary trolls in this world, no time for losers after all. I know what and why i'm doing here, and i'm proud to keep creating tickle art works for this fandom.

If you finish reading this journal, thank you. I honestly don't want to bring any negative thought, it's pretty unhealty, i want to tell you, i try to be an unstoppable artist.
Thank you, my supporters. You are the best for me.
Recently, i can't work on my The Cyanfire Origins comic, but i can guarantee you, a big story is waiting for you.

Best wishes,
Benjay.