Being powerless to affect the world
3 years ago
and having to just stand by and watch as our civilization goes insane and devours its young while the world literally burns, it blows, man
it's immensely frustrating being able to do nothing about anything, and as you can probably tell by my journals today, i'm taking a break from twitter. ...Which, i suppose, is at least one small something a person can do for themselves
it's immensely frustrating being able to do nothing about anything, and as you can probably tell by my journals today, i'm taking a break from twitter. ...Which, i suppose, is at least one small something a person can do for themselves
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That aggression is so /pointless/ ...even Russians think so. Probably the vast majority of them...
But I'm literally wonder if those politics who say that his action have little sense are telling truth about what they think or they are that stupid.
It's not his confrontation is having some odd goals. The confrontation itself is the goal. His goal ARE sanctions and this time he was successful, again. Not occupation of some territory or some resources. He's ready to sacrifice his country's economic and lives of its people to stay in power and economic isolation hurts his opponents and hurt common powerless (or clueless) folks while bolden's party in power.
They they say that sanctions are stopping development. But Russia is in control of lions, not foxes, while foxes are ones who do development while are forced by lions to stay in line and not to say wrong things. Or else. yeah there are few foxes who wear pelts of killed lions and they joined that elite. West perceives that sanctions against elite would change mind of those poeple. It's hard to change mind when there is a gun's barrel pressed to back of the head. ALso most of those sanctions are late. Too late when everything essential for staying in power and having strong military they removed can be replaced. Unless west somehow would sway China to go back on some deals. THat's unrealistic.
Also, who do you think will bare the brunt of these economic sanctions? You and me. If we thought shit was getting expensive during the pandemic, prices will only keep rising now.
Also, cudos to Germany. They shut down their nuclear power plants, and now they're probably going to get their largest import of natural gas shut off. I am curious though, will they do it themselves, or will they try to keep the gas flowing?
Whole set of sanctions and countersactions and import replacement were well-argumented and were well-orchestrated dance to get ready for war.
Was it possible to shape things differently? Yes, if we had shopped to chant "Crimea is ours" and thought "What's next?"
They actually already did say that they would close it and North Stream 2 s not going to be launched. There are alternative sources of energy. Look at austria which banned most of those sources already.
It's not a new strategy at all, to use eternal threat to subdue opposition. We saw that at least twice in history of Europe, one as long ago as dying Roman Empire.
Stay strong!
So, I'm an environmental student. Most environmental students, as you can imagine, are fucking miserable people. We are C O N S T A N T L Y inundated with bad news, our own faults, and feeling like the weight of the world rests on our shoulders as we face a nigh-existential threat that we *know* has been construed and contorted to be our fault by the real perpetrators.
I have seen so many of my peers resign themselves to complacency and grief, misanthropy and apathy. For some reason, I have not succumbed to this. I don't know exactly why. I am very, very strong in my conviction that a better world is possible, but I rarely look to the global or national level when I think about how to do it. For me, it has been better to focus on what I KNOW I can change, and what I can see change. I manage a food forest in a town with a high poverty rate. What I am doing is small - the forest I am making is half the size of a soccer field right now. But I am providing my town and the students on my campus with food. I am giving pollinators habitat. I am breaking through the mold of monoculture and showing people that other types of agriculture are possible.
It's small, but it's something.
Last semester I had the pleasure of seeing William deBuys speak about his book "The Trail to Kanjiroba" during an environmental conference at my university. This conference was focusing on finding hope amid grief and reconciling with the reality that climate change is already here. DeBuys talked about having a care versus cure approach to the world, the reigning philosophy in hospice care, and talked about the difference between intrinsic and instrumental good, in which the former was goodness for the sake of goodness and the latter in which good was done out of the hope for a desirable outcome.
Hope, as he described, follows the former logic. To be hopeful is to do good because it is good, regardless of outcome.
This is how I have chosen to live my life. The forest I am building probably won't exist in a couple centuries. I am building it because it is good to do so and because it is something I can do.
Now, when I was thinking about Ukraine this morning, it did strike me that it felt so unfathomably far away. Usually when I am presented with an issue, I write about it (as I'm doing now) with the hopes that I can very least get someone to think about something new or raise awareness. I really couldn't do that with my lack of knowledge, but I HAD to engage in some way. So I opened up charity comms.
It's small, but its something.
All of that said, I do deeply sympathize. It's very difficult and it's reasonable to take a step back and breathe for a while.
Part of my major, specifically (heavier on the writing side than the hard science side) is learning how to communicate these issues more effectively. We have a whole generation of people who are tearing their hair out wondering why nobody will listen to them when they keep pushing bare data and statistics. Of course, oil giants in the 1970s pushing propaganda about invdidual carbon footprints and making climate change a partisan issue (It did not use to be) are the main perpetrators but we are also at fault for pushing doom and gloom so heavily for so many years. I push super hard for narratives of hope and action, emphasizing alternative forms of communication (like art, as the video discusses) because appealing to pathos is essential.
I don't necessarily think we're doomed not to be listened to, we just have to change our own rhetoric.
The closest thing I've seen is forests of corn.
Donate a small sum to refugees from Ukraina?
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Hopefully this is resolved soon and people can go back to living their life in Ukraine. One good thing at least is that nowadays you don't get your city flattened by carpet bombing, unlike in WWII.
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- Mahatma Gandhi
I'm convinced that Twitter is poison. Their whole model is vampiric surveillance capitalism, and it has a particularly crappy format for sharing art.
But honestly, ignorance is bliss. A wise man who is no longer with us once said the best thing you can do some times it just turn it off, no news for a week and you'll feel mentally so much better after. Thanks to media and the internet, we are bombarded by the harsh realities of our world constantly with no breaks from it and its easy to succumb to such punishment and feel hopeless. So offer yourself a port in the storm, turn it off and focus on some thing else for a while to take your mind off it. Sure, turning a blind eye to suffering doesn't make the suffering go away but if you don't take a break now and then it will break you or make you go numb to it and neither of those will help either.
I'm sorry for the people who will blame you, the Russian people, for what your shitty, greedy politicians are guilty of. ;_;
I don't even watch the news or get cable TV.
If it's important ill either hear about it or look it up.
It sucks that people in power suck and one person change anything without an insane amount of influence or money.
It may seem ignorant of me, but I honestly just tune it all out. I get heated about this kind of stuff and am 110% happier if I either ignore it, or don't know about it in the first place.
I hope I don't make anyone upset with this, I just wanted to share my two cents.
We need a world built on kindness, not built on profit. We need a world where we aid one another, not exploit each other. *sigh* ;w;...
'w'! But I am going to at least try being a better person. Even if horrible people try to tear down the wall of progress I've made! They are just parasites attempting to leech my success in becoming better, nothing more. I believe you are starting this purge process too. You're a good person.
Plus people forgot that it was Russian backed separatists using a BUK anti-aircraft missile to shoot down Malaysia Airlines flight 17 in 2014 during the Crimea crisis . Putin did NOTHING to the separatists (Except rapidly clean up the scene of the crash to hide the evidence).
Claiming that Ukraine is a nest of Nazi's is a poor ass excuse, he wants it for the land and minerals contained within. Its one of the largest wheat producers in the world, the oil reserves are huge, plus numerous other minerals and rare earth minerals. Using the separatist areas as the excuse to "Send in a peacekeeping force".
People forget that under Stalin in the 30s, The Soviets took over the Ukraine and caused the Holodomor, the "Great Starvation" that claimed the lives of MILLIONS of Ukrainians. And no wonder when the Germans invaded Russia in 1941 the Ukrainians greeted them as liberators, even joining the Wehrmacht in fighting the Soviets. (Then again, quite a few Ukrainians teamed up with the Soviets as well).
The fact the Russian military also invaded Moldavia at the same time shows that Putin doesn't give a damn. Poland, Romania, Finland and the Baltic states are all nervous as all hell that they could be next. Even Sweden has taken up extra precautions, Finland, a neutral country, even said they will join NATO if Putin moves west towards Finland. The Finns still remember 1939 and the Winter war when Stalin just bombed and marched his way in. The Finn's did eventually capitulate, but also gave the Soviets a serious bloodletting (And ended up with MORE tanks and weapons than they started with, all captured!).
I hold zero beef with the average Russian citizen, they too are upset at this attack, its Putin and those in the power circle that are sheer assholes and I don't trust for shit!
I have a Ukrainian friend, who's been been in the States since 1991 and a US Citizen, His grandmother still lives in Ukraine and two cousins. One of his cousins was killed in late December by "The Little Green Men" (Russian Separatists) and he went back in early January to get his grandmother out and surviving cousin. But has taken up arms to defend his mother country. I truly fear for him, he might not come home.
But yeah, I can't help but feel helpless watching this all unravel. And I avoid Twitter at all costs, its nothing but a huge dumpster fire! And I'm certainly happier for that.
My big worry is that China sees NATO do jack shit, again, and thinks, "Seems like as good a time as any to take back Taiwan!" And the countries that haven't entered NATO, that easily could have, are suddenly scared and thinking about joining. Maybe if they had joined a long time ago... Only hope to save the remaining ex-Soviet states is to induct them into NATO no matter how much Putin cries about it because he most certainly will. Unfortunately, Belarus and Chechnya are firmly Russian backed and it's unlikely they'll attempt a coup like Ukraine did to dispose of their Russian backed president.
I went to Afghanistan and the US spent 20 years wasting its time, lives and money and didn't make things better due to not fully committing. But if the US entered the war to support Ukraine, I would go down to the nearest recruiter and try and get back into the Marines.
Also... Did you not read ECM's last journal? Effectively villainizing people like you for supporting right wing lunatics that condemn the transgender and various demisexual groups, as well as attempting to ruin childrens' lives by reinforcing abuse towards them or taking them away from their parents?
I'm honestly curious, why you come here. You seem to have this righteous glory for Ukraine and against Russia, but your affiliation says otherwise, is it not counterintuitive?
Also... It's kind of scummy to make profits off of T-Shirts for pro-Ukraine... You should be donating your profits to any Ukraine support organizations instead... 'w';...
Commentators that I've found have a track record of being more-or-less accurate in their assessments, skilled at portraying a combination of facts and perspectives, willing to give multiple perspectives if they have them, and very importantly, willing to admit when they simply dont or can't know, and a willingness to honestly rep their ideology rather than pretend to be 'totally neutral and unbiased.'
No one is unbiased, it's impossible, so if someone is claiming they are, that's points off right at the get go for lying on the face of it.
it's a very small list of commentators i add to my playlist by hand, and I don't use autoplay because I know the algorithm will try to force feed me CNN and FOX...
I mean, I'm into force feeding, but.. usually food and people, not propaganda...
Propagandists?
Draw a fat cow devouring propaganda pundits. XD
But back on topic, I've made a point to stay away from all social media, since its inception. from the beginning I thought it was vapid and vain, so more just a passive 'not my thing' thing, but as it became more mainstream, it quickly became more toxic, and emblematic of something I detest most in modern society, this notion of disposable people. It's tailor made to breed hate, resentment, fear, all of those wonderfully extreme and addictive negative emotions, to fuel engagement and make them money at the expense of your emotional well being.
So I'm glad to have avoided it, and aim to keep it that way, even though it means I miss out on commissioning some artists...
Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. You're no help to anyone in even a hypothetical sense if you yourself are broken and non-functional. I've been a long time watcher, and hope to watch a long time yet.
I did not anticipate the tribalism, the hate, the anger, the conspiracies, the lies, and they affect us all.
As for news, definitely avoid all of the cable channels. MSNBC and FOX have incredible political biases, and CNN, while better has some biases, but as you mentioned.. they aren't willing to say they don't know, and then just get back to us when they do. No, they have 24 hours of programming to fill! So in come the weirdo "experts," and the endless speculation, and keeping a reporter in the field talking, endlessly talking, even though he has nothing to say because he doesn't know anything yet, but he HAS to talk endlessly, otherwise people will change the channel when they stop hearing the sound of his voice.
Good God, you certainly wouldn't want to be one of those morons who hears things an hour or two later! Breaking news, being there exactly when it happens, that's the only virtue now.
Aaaargh, this story has brought out ALL the news ranting now.
About a year ago I watched Network for the first time, and for a movie that is nearly 50 years old, it described our news landscape now... perfectly.
We have absolutely become more angry at everyone, but mostly "those others," we get worked up, sometimes over something important, but mostly over things that won't mean shit in the long run. And worst of all, we build our echo chambers where that anger feeds on and amplifies the anger in others, over and over, in an endless cycle. That is what Twitter is. That is what it pushes. That is what gets it "engagement," and clicks and money.
Facebook is similar, but many times worse.
Screw them both. What monstrous ways we have built to communicate. You are not showing weakness in kicking them to the curb, even if just for awhile.
Nobody can change the world by themself. The best you can do is shift your focus to where you are and what you can do to improve where you live, even a little. If everyone did that, things could be better in the future.
We all know the world has always been bad, but its fatiguing being reminded of it constantly.
All you do do is focus on the tiny things you can do to make the world better, or even just the tiny things that make yourself feel better. Creating porn for everyone, eating a tasty food when you can. That's what gets me through. Do anything you need to do, though I have come to enjoy your twitter musings a lot!
I wish there was social media that wasn't co-opted by outrage machinery but that kind of button pushing is inseparable from any social site with momentum enough to be worth using nowadays.