For years, I honestly felt nothing but fear, stress, depression, negativity, and other downer words and I found myself everyday looking up things to fuel such emotions online (Conspiracies, news, religion, etc). This lead to me thinking some dark thoughts a few times (once in 2020 and one earlier this year). Well, after committing more seriously to a self-imposed Mental Rehab (Which is basically me just changing what I do and look at online i.e stop looking up things and such and thinking on more positive things) on Monday, I'm seriously happier than I ever have been in years! I'm finally feeling like I used to feel years ago. I'm able to enjoy life again and enjoy the things I enjoy doing once more. My family was a huge help in aiding me fix myself, though I did feel bad dragging them into it and they are more than happy that I'm free! My Mom especially as I kept, honestly, complaining to her the most, to the point where she said she hated talking to me as that's all I ever talked about. Kind of broke my heart when I realized what I was doing.

But hey! I'm free of those issues and chains that hooked me to those sites so now? I'm once again a joy to be around and chat with! I'm avoiding negative (News and looking up conspiracies) and religious things online (the later especially and, trust me on this: That's the one thing you best not look up online....unless if it's fake ones like in video games and books heh), I'm watching what I put into my brain, and I'm taking more breaks from stuff and giving myself some more rest. Also, one big thing I'm doing is keeping this mouth shut. Mom told me that "If I don't want those thoughts and more in my head, then don't even speak of them/allude to them".

So yeah! My main goal of 2022? I FINALLY ACHIVED IT!!!



(Also, as a side note? To celebrate, I'm working on making a third fursona for myself. To go along with my main wolf and Clydesdale fursonas, I'm adding a Dinosaur to the mix).