https://twitter.com/Kharnak1/status.....51192670916614
the 25th...
Our cat was put down just before noon. While i was at work. He's at rest now. I've never seen my bf cry as hard as he did the night before. Was very humanizing.
The night before.... when i was going to bed with my bf.... the cat was sitting by the side of the bed trying to get up.... ;_;
I got him onto the bed. Bf and I sat facing each other, and the cat curled up between our legs to sleep...
He got the strength to do that. Like he wanted to say goodbye.

I'll get past this.

I got a lot of things to juggle.
I'm seriously uneasy about considering a Payday loan or some racket like that...

EDIT: Yes... i still need to do a Payday loan to cut our Water back on.

Down to the wire... this is a pinch..
Mom's gonna need medicine Next week...
Water Bill needs to get paid..
I got Jury Duty in mid March! like the worst timing.

I do NOT factor in FOOD or gasoline in my budget... whatever's left, is whatever i get to work with.

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Same as previous journal......

paypal tipjar

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i can't promise anything.. but maybe i can doodle some things for you. I really can not commit to any commissions right now, until things start stabilizing IRL. i'm walking the walk. We have to. I'll hang in there and do my best, like always.

Sorry everyone. I miss the times when i could think about fandom related things.... please reach out to me if you feel like. I miss you.