sorry i dont seem to be alive or active or whatever

been mentally tangled up trying to sort out how to parse my time for working on multiple animations and a character correction (the degu needed several fixes)

i have an animation for Pocket that has taken a while and is only 60% of the way done

i have an animation for Patreon i need to finish before the end of march (thankfully its short)

i have an animation i am working on for Bunsen that is most likely going to be the longest of the lot and its only 18% done (though its got less complex interactions compared to Pockets animation)

i have a standard level of quality i aim for when i make animations and i strive to keep everything to that level as best as i can

it is exceptionally difficult to manage 3 projects all at the same time

it would mean the world to me if people would support me either emotionally or fiscally as i want to make more animations for YT as well as for other platforms

my aim is to become an animation studio but without the right amount of support (and motivation) this dream might die

i told myself if i have made nothing of my self by the time i am 30 years old that i should just drop all aspirations of being any kind of content creator and bite the bullet and take a standard person job and just live

mundanely as i would not have the capacity to handle any sort of multi tasking

i will try my best to be a good producer of content but without any notable support or fiscal returns i cannot afford to keep this up for many more years

my living situation is potentially unstable and i would need fiscal backing so i can leave the unstable location and live somewhere that i know is rock solid as opposed to something that might crumble when the last

pillar holding it up falters

i know that im not the best creator and i know that my ambition outstrips my capacity 10:1

but when i get a reasonable sense of clairvoyance regarding any project i have to take it and complete it (this is how i made the "Food for degu" in less than a week

i wish i had more of these light bulb moments more often

anyways if you want to support me please do so on Patreon (the links in my bio should still be good)

even a dollar shows that people like my work and are interested (and also i am yet to receive any payment from youtube because i only have earned about 10 dollars and YT pays out at 100$ of higher)