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Thoughts about the impermanent world.
3 years ago
I'm a little depressed. I waited a day to adequately write this journal.
All the current events in the world and in my personal life have told me an obvious thing: the world is not a constant, everything can turn upside down at once with one action or a confluence of several unpleasant events. My future plans in danger, because I am a fool and didn't think about what can happen such a conflict, which in the end will block already familiar to me...
At the moment my options are: furaffinity(full), deep(full), DeviantArt( but not the notes, I can't reply to them all).
Twitter special attention - in the notifications on the phone I see your messages for me, as well as the wording of the text of some posts from other users, but I do not have the opportunity to write, comment or even like. So I apologize to those who wrote to me and can't get an answer from me.
Paypal is not available to me, so the fees are suspended for two reasons:
1. I don't want to look for another way and just wait for it to be available.
2. I am not sure that my services will be of the same quality as before, including my depressed state of events (I hope this will not greatly affect the art that I am drawing now, which you all expect / and do not expect to see ;) )
But this does not cancel any contests, in the near future I want to hold another one to lift the mood.
These changes forced me to rethink my life, especially as an artist. It is already the third year (in August/September there will be exactly 3 years of my activity) since I published myself on the Internet..
I rewound my gallery from beginning to end and I can't believe it...Who am I? I feel like I've been replaced.
I looked at how my art was changing...it's not clear what, but I was able to see and highlight these stages:
1. Drawing on the phone with your fingers -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33438154/
Yes, not very well..I don't have any art education or drawing circles at all that could give me something at the beginning...I relied on the style of the characters from Sonic. I really didn't see those white spaces between the colors. FNAF also gave me a good start. I didn't want to become more popular thanks to him, I just liked doing it, and I was also afraid for myself...I was afraid that if I posted my character, someone would steal it... yes, I had such a fear...Now I have nothing to fear, there are 800+ people behind my back.
2. The appearance of a neck and a kind of skeleton in the characters -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33646680/
It turns out there is a neck :D
3. Awareness of what volume is voluminous -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34899000/
I think there is no need for comments...Space and volume they exist
4. Purchase a graphics tablet and try to master SAI 1 -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35315887/
YES, I decided to switch to better equipment than the phone... People ordered art from me, doesn't that mean there's something in it? Doesn't it mean that it's worth trying to buy this tablet with the proceeds?
5. Stuffing your hands and a long series of experiments on how to draw better. -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38946427/
Stepping with paws on the ground of drawing, as well as the transition from SAI to SAI 2.
6. The feeling of color and the septum of the fox's nose, almost anatomy -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38946427/
I figured out how to use my partial blindness for good
7. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46030210/
Almost like point 6, but a little better in everything.. both space and color..And even attempts to draw without a line!
I became different...But I don't want the world to change! No one likes real wars...even though it has been going on for 8 years...but the world has only just woken up
All the current events in the world and in my personal life have told me an obvious thing: the world is not a constant, everything can turn upside down at once with one action or a confluence of several unpleasant events. My future plans in danger, because I am a fool and didn't think about what can happen such a conflict, which in the end will block already familiar to me...
At the moment my options are: furaffinity(full), deep(full), DeviantArt( but not the notes, I can't reply to them all).
Twitter special attention - in the notifications on the phone I see your messages for me, as well as the wording of the text of some posts from other users, but I do not have the opportunity to write, comment or even like. So I apologize to those who wrote to me and can't get an answer from me.
Paypal is not available to me, so the fees are suspended for two reasons:
1. I don't want to look for another way and just wait for it to be available.
2. I am not sure that my services will be of the same quality as before, including my depressed state of events (I hope this will not greatly affect the art that I am drawing now, which you all expect / and do not expect to see ;) )
But this does not cancel any contests, in the near future I want to hold another one to lift the mood.
These changes forced me to rethink my life, especially as an artist. It is already the third year (in August/September there will be exactly 3 years of my activity) since I published myself on the Internet..
I rewound my gallery from beginning to end and I can't believe it...Who am I? I feel like I've been replaced.
I looked at how my art was changing...it's not clear what, but I was able to see and highlight these stages:
1. Drawing on the phone with your fingers -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33438154/
Yes, not very well..I don't have any art education or drawing circles at all that could give me something at the beginning...I relied on the style of the characters from Sonic. I really didn't see those white spaces between the colors. FNAF also gave me a good start. I didn't want to become more popular thanks to him, I just liked doing it, and I was also afraid for myself...I was afraid that if I posted my character, someone would steal it... yes, I had such a fear...Now I have nothing to fear, there are 800+ people behind my back.
2. The appearance of a neck and a kind of skeleton in the characters -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33646680/
It turns out there is a neck :D
3. Awareness of what volume is voluminous -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34899000/
I think there is no need for comments...Space and volume they exist
4. Purchase a graphics tablet and try to master SAI 1 -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35315887/
YES, I decided to switch to better equipment than the phone... People ordered art from me, doesn't that mean there's something in it? Doesn't it mean that it's worth trying to buy this tablet with the proceeds?
5. Stuffing your hands and a long series of experiments on how to draw better. -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38946427/
Stepping with paws on the ground of drawing, as well as the transition from SAI to SAI 2.
6. The feeling of color and the septum of the fox's nose, almost anatomy -- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38946427/
I figured out how to use my partial blindness for good
7. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46030210/
Almost like point 6, but a little better in everything.. both space and color..And even attempts to draw without a line!
I became different...But I don't want the world to change! No one likes real wars...even though it has been going on for 8 years...but the world has only just woken up
Admittingly im still trying to turn my life around, ever since CDV19 i couldnt find any tech related jobs, not that there were any beforehand. But 2 yrs later and now im working my 1st one.
I hope to be a videogame programmer but i gotta work harder & harder just to save up money to move and buy a decent pc. And that alone is tough w/ parts always outta stock or unexpected payments draing my funding, like having to buy a new car after my used one died
Ive been quitly watching your account since the beginning.
Yes including that little accident with your name back on DA. I just thought you're being rebellious XD.
But i enjoy'd from the beginning. I just have a softspot for the old pirate fox and his rockstar counterpart.
FNAF + Tickling was back then ( and sadly still is) a rare gem to me so when i found your first Tickle picture i just had to keep an eye out for what you will do. But you expanded your ideas, got more ambitious and creative and just improved so fast and im glad your still here.
No one knows where this world is going currently and i say many are scared but we have to press on somehow!
As long as you can, keep doing what makes you happy and please stay safe during these scary times!