Well my crazy doc said health insurance will almost guarantee to not pay to do dyslexia testing because of my age because there really isn't anything that can be done anyways since it would just be informative and the only person that could do the testing is an 8 hour drive and about $1500 to just put a name to my habits since I already developed coping mechanisms, good or bad. she kept asking you were never tested as a kid? that came back to any issue I had my mom told me your lazy/ not paying attention/ need to focus ect. but after chatting and a quick look in the big book of crazys she said she figured I was so yay closureish.

unfortunately the hail Mary meds she put me on for the bipolar seem to work but have slashed my sex drive and worse of all seems to give me ED so I got some Viagra only 6 a month but not married anymore so not getting any regularly anyways but trying one out to see if it will work and I am far from impressed, quite disappointing, mostly dizzy and erratic erection so far.

Day three this week and didn't bite any coworkers, so not sure if thats good or bad yet so theres that