I couldn't stay at my mother's house for the weekend because I started having a very absurd crisis of anxiety about not doing the pending arts and no one else wanted to order me and stuff; a feeling of guilt came and I came back here; this month my anxiety is very strong and even my meds are not working; the only time I have peace of mind is when I sleep (if I don't wake up at dawn desperate to draw or I have sleep paralysis); I understand that because it's my first month in my house, there's a certain anxiety about paying the bills and paying as soon as possible so I don't have problems, but thanks to my anxiety disorder it's like the end of the world for me if I make a mistake. (not to mention the side effect of my medication: I have often forgotten my things and this worries me).. at the end of the month I made an appointment with a psychiatrist to see if there is a possibility of changing my medication and I am also planning to buy a tablet with pen for me to take with me when I spend some time away from home and continue doing the arts without running the risk of delaying