3-17-2022 - Sick as a dog (no pun intended)
4 years ago
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Something recently happened to me, most of it being my own doing. Now, I'm even more of a mess than I was.
I feel sick to my stomach all the time. I can hardly eat, I can barely sleep... It's getting to the point where I don't even want to go outside.
I'm terrified. Not just of what has happened, but of what could happen in the future.
Most of all, I'm terrified of what I might become.
Do I risk going outside, or do I just keep myself cooped up for my own sanity's sake?
I don't even know if it's worth any of the risk...
I feel sick to my stomach all the time. I can hardly eat, I can barely sleep... It's getting to the point where I don't even want to go outside.
I'm terrified. Not just of what has happened, but of what could happen in the future.
Most of all, I'm terrified of what I might become.
Do I risk going outside, or do I just keep myself cooped up for my own sanity's sake?
I don't even know if it's worth any of the risk...
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