The last thing I wanted to do was turn these posts into political ones, but since speaking out has been forbidden for us for 3 years, I have nothing left but to write about it here, without fear of going to prison for 15 years and receiving hatred from the supporters of this lawlessness. Today and tomorrow, as far as I know, there are rallies in support of the Russian troops, and seeing all these people sent to these rallies under fear of dismissal, I see people who sold not only their future and the future of their children, they sold the lives of the inhabitants of Ukraine. Yesterday I did not understand how it can be ashamed of one's nation, today I understand. I'm really ashamed and also ashamed that I can't do anything.