On the Monday that had recently passed, I learned that one of my best friends died last May. I am terrible sad and regret not commissioning the thank you pic I had planned to commission sooner while he was alive so he can see it. He was planned to be in it, and he still is, but now he won't be able to see it, and it makes me want to cry. This whole week has been bad for me, and while I am starting to feel better, I still miss him and wish I was a better friend to him. I have commissioned two pics that should be finished some time in April if the artist has nothing big happening in their life. I will miss talking to him and playing and joking around with him, and I was surprised not a lot of people reached out to his best friend about him... and it makes me sad. I hope to feel better soon, but sometimes, I just want to cry.