I apologize for having to do this right now, but this is a very very hard time of the year for me right now. We had a lot of loss all at once last year, and there is more of it this year and it's all just piled up and it feels really overwhelming. I kind of shut down a bit thoroughly.

I apologize for the delay, but I will try my best to comb through my notes and get back on top of things soon! It's just been an onset of grief and a lot of things I have phobias about piling up and almost paralyzing me from how much weight it settles in my chest.

I will be back to this soon! Thank you for your patience!