So, its been awhile since I put one of these up. I've been through a lot!

New job is going well and theres a lot of changes happening:

Item number one on the docket
I am officially trans and transitioning! Took way too long but I'm on HRT and I'm going through with it, because I will not be happy any other way.
Everyone in my life has been accepting and understand, its been really nice.

I should have done it a long time ago but I had to go through a lot of things to figure out. While I thought I wasn't really dysphoric, I had depersonalization and other feelings that caused me to feel like nothing.

But I'm getting better at expressing myself, slowly. rebuilding the identity that I buried. Days are up and down, especially do to estrogen, but im positive about the future.

Second thing:
As a result of this, I'm wanting to express my identity and personhood more.
And my tastes have changed stuff. I'm still into similar things, but I'm a lot less into...random sex? I guess. Maybe my horniness will level off further into the transition.
So I'm doing some character changes.

Xaxoqual will still be around, but I don't think she fits me as my main character anymore.

I will be having the goth witch klipspringer Azalea as my new main/sona, as her design and character feels much closer to what I want to be.

I hope ya'll like her, she's really important to me
I've put a lot of work into some of my other characters and expressing my personal feelings and struggles - Kimani, Kaiko and Azalea - and I will be putting out stories and vignettes about their character arc and the world they're in. I will hopefully be releasing more things because I want to be better at getting stuff out there, I've been very shit tbh.

Feel free to ask any questions about such and her in the comments

thanks for reading!