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3 years ago
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i know i don't so talkative, this not for me, i don't have something interesting in my life or in my artwork and language barrier, well u know...
situation in world and in my country literally finish me off to the end. almost every day i hear planes, Iim scared for what everything is going into. i've known for a long time that we haven't reached the bottom yet and it's going to get worse every year, but i didn't expect that much.
About me, i haven't been okay for a year. i dreamed of earning money by creativity, i don't need too much from life, i don't dream of luxury, minimum would be enough fo me. but i have achieved emotional burnout in creativity, i have creative impotence and i can't call it anything else. i need the help of a specialist, but i don't have the money for it. due to the fact that i expected too much from myself, i failed miserably and was forced to get a job that absolutely does not suit me. the company is good and promising, everyone was assured that no one would be fired because of the current situation. but they tighten the screws, i feel like i'm under the gun, if u fuck up in something, u're on the list but with pencil haha and i'm not doing my job perfectly either, even though i'm trying very hard. i am afraid to be penniless on the street with my dog, i am afraid not to return to my former state again, when creativity brought me pleasure. i'm tired of doing everything by force, i don't want to leave it as just a hobby, i've tried to do it, but it's not because I've monetized my art's. i'm burned out, i have a diagnosis, i need help - these a facts that i have accepted and that need to fix.
and the first step in this is open boosty. this is also the only way to accept money for orders so far, since the rest of the services a no longer working. this is an analogue of patreon and co-fi. i will be grateful if there a people who can support me there, however, i will be very grateful, it will cost me a lot, although I do not know if anyone will read it, so if you just read it - thank you.
so far there is nothing there, but every subscriber for me will be a great motivation to work in it in response to support
i know i don't so good cool and popular artist but my first project - comicbook, is very important to me and i don't want it all to go to waste because of what i and my life have turned into
thank again
My boosty: https://boosty.to/altumsilentium
About boosty: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10161490/
situation in world and in my country literally finish me off to the end. almost every day i hear planes, Iim scared for what everything is going into. i've known for a long time that we haven't reached the bottom yet and it's going to get worse every year, but i didn't expect that much.
About me, i haven't been okay for a year. i dreamed of earning money by creativity, i don't need too much from life, i don't dream of luxury, minimum would be enough fo me. but i have achieved emotional burnout in creativity, i have creative impotence and i can't call it anything else. i need the help of a specialist, but i don't have the money for it. due to the fact that i expected too much from myself, i failed miserably and was forced to get a job that absolutely does not suit me. the company is good and promising, everyone was assured that no one would be fired because of the current situation. but they tighten the screws, i feel like i'm under the gun, if u fuck up in something, u're on the list but with pencil haha and i'm not doing my job perfectly either, even though i'm trying very hard. i am afraid to be penniless on the street with my dog, i am afraid not to return to my former state again, when creativity brought me pleasure. i'm tired of doing everything by force, i don't want to leave it as just a hobby, i've tried to do it, but it's not because I've monetized my art's. i'm burned out, i have a diagnosis, i need help - these a facts that i have accepted and that need to fix.
and the first step in this is open boosty. this is also the only way to accept money for orders so far, since the rest of the services a no longer working. this is an analogue of patreon and co-fi. i will be grateful if there a people who can support me there, however, i will be very grateful, it will cost me a lot, although I do not know if anyone will read it, so if you just read it - thank you.
so far there is nothing there, but every subscriber for me will be a great motivation to work in it in response to support
i know i don't so good cool and popular artist but my first project - comicbook, is very important to me and i don't want it all to go to waste because of what i and my life have turned into
thank again
My boosty: https://boosty.to/altumsilentium
About boosty: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10161490/
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(Usually it works, so I do not know what it is doing)
Hope you are doing okay today ^^
So...what's the problem? Is there anything i can do help?
Haha, hope u ok too bro)
I am almost okay lol. It is good to hear from you :)